Jux got home aft meeting Darling and buddies for dinner.. Had a simple dinner and chit-chat session.. Well.. Crap mostly.. haha.. But i enjoyed it.. Wan Darling to knw more abt the ppl i mix wif.. So he can feel secure.. Haha..

Was still early.. Mux knw hw to tink for Darling.. So told Darling nt to send me home.. Though i wanted him to send la.. Can spend more time tog mar.. 2 days nvr meet le lor.. Miss him la!!! But i still went home on my own.. =( Mux wait till Sat to see Darling le.. Dunno he Fri gt bowl nt, If yes.. Maybe can go see him bowl?? Haha..

Hmm.. Last nite at 3am plus, then i manage to fall aslp.. Partly.. Waiting for Darling's reply and mostly, tinking abt us.. I also dunno wat i'm tinking.. Future?? Nah.. too soon.. Present ba.. Of cox.. I am veri content wif my life wif Darling nw and his close relationship wif my family.. But.. sumtimes, i still feel insecure.. as in.. too good to be true.. I realised nw then i am beginning to slowly knw Darling.. And Darling once asked, wat do i like abt him?? Cox most of the gurls go for his looks.. Hmm.. I admit.. initially, i was attracted to his look.. But.. slowly, i realised his sweetness and sensitivity.. He knws hw to treat a gurl nice and "tatics" to pamper a gurl.. And we once talked abt Marriage.. Nt as in we are planning nw.. But.. jux a topic.. And i told Darling i dun oppose the idea of Cohabiting.. Haha.. tat surprise Darling.. Well.. my tinking is tat, u reali need to knw hw a guy behaves all the time to knw if u can live wif him for the rest of my life.. And.. is the REST OF MY LIFE.. haha.. But again.. is my tinking la.. In reality, i dun tink i will do tat ba.. I onli find the idea is good and is a win-win situation for both parties.. Of cox.. dun talk abt the "disadvantage" part which i tink, there is no such tink as being taken advantage.. Cox.. is a both parties willing tink.. =)

Haha.. and i always have a stupid tinking.. Cox i dun believe in Love.. But.. i LOVE kids.. so.. eventually, even if i dun get married, i will wan a child.. A cute and adorable child.. Haha.. i even tot of having a mix baby!! Well.. then i met Darling.. Haha.. and starts to imagine "IF" we had a child, wont he/she be the cutest kid on earth?? Haha..

Pardon me for my silly random tots.. >.<